"Meh"

I borrowed that from Andy...that's how I feel about writing right now. But it's been a couple of days and I really want to see this through. Yesterday was ok. Did some shovelling (although someone was kind enough to shovel my sidewalk!), went to the gym, and I don't remember what else before hanging out with a friend, going to Saxby's and then my Monday night gig. That was good...got to see 'my peeps' which is always good for me, and we got a big project completed.
So I've been taking something that's supposed to help with my anxiety and getting out of bed, but so far no damn luck. It's only been a week or so and I know I have to be patient, but not giving a shit about getting out of bed and then not giving a shit once I'm up is really not like me. Because I give a shit...or at least I think I do...
Once I got going it got better...it's been a very productive day. Went to the gym and then met the organist and practiced for this wedding on NYE. Went to Petsmart and bought Jack some diapers (poor guy), then went to Shoprite and bought Jack some food for this new diet he's on...jeez...he's gonna eat better than me! I also bought some low-carb stuff...I have to get rid of my 'inner tube'!
I've been doing, doing, doing since I got home...checking things off my 'to do' list. It feels good. But it makes me wonder how people with spouses and kids do it! Adult life is alot of work, man.
Tomorrow I'm going to see The King's Speech with a friend...something to look forward to!